24 Hours Away

In my previous blog post I discussed how I was not overly anxious about receiving my test results this Thursday. Well, that has since changed… now that we are just 24 hours away, I am extremely anxious about tomorrows results.

I am excited more than anything, but worried at the same time. I have mentally prepared myself for the worst, but hoping for the best. This is my life – and my future depends on these results. To avoid additional stress I am taking the day to sort through my emotions and calm my mind (see photo of my new journal at the bottom of this post). I have to remind myself to live in the present moment – not the future nor the past – for those are things you cannot change.

In 24 hours I will have the answers we’ve all been waiting for. Cancer free or not? Either way, this is my journey and it is not going to end here. I have a lot of fight left in me and any bad news just makes me want to fight ten times harder. Cancer can not mess with me!

Updates tomorrow ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ˜Š

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3 thoughts on “24 Hours Away

  1. Hi Nicole, well done for having such an amazing positive attitude, it will all work out the way that its meant to, and you will be cancer free!! It’s so good to read your posts and to know how things are going with you. Look forward to hearing your news tomorrow Nicole. Hope the rest of your day goes well and that you are alll set for tomorrow. Regards Ciaran.

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